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Monday, July 26, 2010

"深夜里"

突然想写blog,  绑起留了很久的头发, 发觉它长了不少... 
明天要去练驾车, 这次uncle最好别再放我飞机, 不然剪了他的飞机场...哈哈,变态...= ="
放假没什么plan, this few day just sleep eat and dating...haiz...so lazy and dont want do anything...haven start my revision and course works...ish....list down my course work and revision plan first...have to START, Anna Tan Fang Ying......
1. microeconomics assignment...
2. mpw assignment...
3. quantitative course work
4. micro revision...
5. quantitative revision...
6. account course work...
WAH! so many work have to do...can finish all within this week???? impossible for me...but MUST done all!!!!
Two more day is my birthday....at here thanks my mum born me and take care of me...thank you mum...love you...^^just dare say out at here...
i think my birthday just like that lo..like a normal day...我再也不会对朋友太用心,别说我小气,只是自己曾经用心,却换来感觉你们的不用心, 可能是我自己要求太多了. 不要求很多或很好的礼物,不要求很隆重的庆祝会, 但只要用心是感受到的. but i still appreciate, because you all still remember my birthday and make a special cake to me...before that i tell myself , i will know who is care me when my birthday... now i really know...ok...我放弃了, 一直以来我们的感情从来不是别人想象的好.我放弃你了. 一直以来有我关心你,对你的事都放在心上,虽然我没做的很好.你有事,我一定挺你, 可是我有事, 谁来问候我? 可能你会说, 每个人都要自己站起来, 可能我想要的关心你从来没给我, 也从不在我身上用心.说得好像男女朋友一样, 我们只是朋友...重感情的我, 很敏感, 小小的事会让我不开心.也许跟pei yun 一样,人前总是开心,说话伤到人, 有多少人了解?笑脸的背后,内心是悲伤的.真的在霖峰面前,我才是我, 那个最真的我..有什么特别的?每个人都是这样吧,内心收了无数的秘密,从来也没有真正能无说不谈的知己, 以前的我们我想是的,但现在...再也不是单纯的朋友,是我变了还是她?内心的无奈说不出..很多人认为别人是绕着狮子座的人转, 但我却不是, 只要我一放手, 再也不去接触到她, 我们就会只剩下室友和同学的身份..唉..再也不把你的事放在心..不想再烦这些事.别再我面前出现你们很好的样子.拜托...谢谢..
Have to start hardworking lo...成绩一定要保持...

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