{ 蒲公英 }

就让我像 蒲公英一样的

倔强

坚强 吧

就让我像 蒲公英一样的

在人间每一处都留下痕迹 吧

就让我的开朗积极的精神

像蒲公英一样

就算被“吹毁”

也不会消失

..:: Worry Night::...

sudden i felt want to write blog, so, i open my blog account immediately, if not i will give up to write....
i cant sleep well start from this second trimester, i worry about my studies, family, and my future...
i feel stress...really...i din bluff and joke this time...i confuse that is it i chosen a wrong way, chosen a wrong subject and future??? why do not i take banking and finance course?? 这次我真的没把握可以再次拿到好分数。Wednesday i have management accounting exam, i haven finish study; my English assignment haven started; next week have principles of finance and standard accounting and reporting exam, this two subject i really scare and do not know what lecturer teaching...maybe is me lazy to study... i really really lazy in this trimester...i dont know is it that i can continue and finish this about 5 years studies... did i chosen wrong way? i always tell myself i have to continue and persist....but i feel i cant recently...my Lord, please, please help me, bless me...i hope i am not alone to fight for this war....do not let my siblings or friends left from me...Amen....
i scare i no time to finish study for the subjects of this mid term exam...my Lord, please bless me, let me have a persistently heart....
好烦心阿。。。请赏赐予我坚定及勇敢的心，还有一颗开朗的心。
my group members i am apologize to you all if i did not do well my responsibility...
let all the thing goes smoothly, i do not worry about.....
打起精神来！！！加油！！你一定可以的！！一定要努力！！加油！！

希望每一天都是阳光普照。=D

yesterday i attend lefz's cousin wedding....that is wonderful, grand banquet, handsome bridegroom and of course the elegant bride...i hope that i will have a wedding like them....but that is a lot of money need...haha...lefz you have to gambateh lo and i always give the first change to you to be my bridegroom...hahahaha...i hope so....
我始终觉得生活在有钱家人中，对我来说还是种压力，找不到我的位置。我不喜欢这种不知本身地位及方向的感觉。可能现在的我还未到达那个层次的人吧。陈芳莹加油，有天你会做到的。
my friend, you were went far away to heaven, miss you...i know i have to appreciate relationship with others....miss~
feel so tired....haven feel have the mood to study....anna tan you must add oil!!!!!!!!

Dear my sis...

One week over...haven come out from the sad feeling, especially kenneth and uncle foo( i think)...
少了你，好像生活缺了一块，生活少了色彩，提不起劲。真的很后悔和你的回忆太少了，以为都会有下一次，怎么知。。。我的完美人生少了你，真的累。。。无言。。。我想我会变得更孤单吧。。。真的后悔没珍惜你我的相处时间。。。时间能倒退多好。。

再也不会被问：你们是姐妹吗？
再也不会被说我们长得很像。。。

一切只剩下回忆。。。

Time passed imperceptibly, first trimester holiday has left one week... but i still feel tired and my battery has not fully charged...i very like a person who can speak english smoothly, is very like.. like the pronunciation, the tones, the feeling...feel good...^^
During last week, i did nothing, eat, sleep, facebook, enjoy movie...my internet line is better than hostel, it is feel good can watch PPS... not enough sleep, always sleep late...sad...the following week i wish i can sleep early and sweet dream...
Actually planed go to KL with lefz but my father dont allow...i want to fly fly fly....i want to do what i hope to do...i want my freedom, but i know i cant, because i must, should and have to help my family....i cant fly out from the frame that my family given to me....my parent also suffer to survive in world and hardworking to give us good condition...i always complain and not willing to help them...i really FILIAL! BAD! but dont let me feel heavy...i also suffer i also cant breathe...but i have to thanks dad and mum..appreciation both of you din throw me out because my filial, impolite and not respect both of you..^^  =="
I think lefz sure very disappointed i din go to KL, haiz~~~
this Thursday may be got car driving exam, hope i can pass and get the P pass...haha.. wish God bless me please..^^ and the result hope can get satisfied marks...